Written In The Star

Some don’t even matter at all.

Yes i’ve got a few problems here. 

Lately i’ve been thinking about the relationship between the true friends and i, the one i could count on and trust, the one that actually cares, the one that could tell i’m upset when i don’t show it. Definitely not the fake ones, when i love, hate tends to come along the line. Yes i’ve been extremely fed up and tired with some certain people at the moment, you know what you’ve done and you will deserve what you get in return. Yes i feel pretty ruthless at the moment and i do believe in Karma.

To tell you the truth i was never an aggressive girl, aggression never got into me until i met a few people that changed my life and turned into darkness. At time i’ll have this “hating-guts” feeling inside me. I wonder is it me that i’m so angry and frustrated with you or are you pissing the hell out of me, the things you do just irritates me so badly that i want to take action, i can’t thought. I’m not that kind of person anymore. I ignore and i escape with situations like that now. This is why i’m blogging this.

On top of that in this past 2 months i’ve lost properly over 5 people that i’ve recently met in my work community, i watch them leave one by one.. it’s heartbreaking, it rips me down into pieces not because of the fact that they are gone is because the memories and joy that we’ve build up together only in that 3 months time i’ve been in the workplace.. yet the memories only stays in the salon, so every time i go work i pretty much step in with a frown on my face yet it’s another day. To be honest i didn’t really make much of an effort to get to know most of you but i could say you’re all cool and some of you are really special to be from deep down of my heart.

I’ve learnt one thing in life, the people that we meet in life as life goes on we got to cherish every moment with them because you really don’t know what you’ve got until they are gone. Life isn’t easy at all!